A friend today asked me:
“What is hurt? Why does someone feel hurt?”
We were all born
without any notions and knowledge about various feelings we have today. It was
always taught and children even today LEARN that one should feel bad when
something goes wrong, that hurt is bad, that pain is not-good. A child is
taught to cry when s/he falls down, etc. You may not agree with me, but you
have to look at the world with a different lens, without the notions, after unlearning...
Things changed when I
came across Falun Dafa, a wonderful cultivation practice for the mind and body.
Perspective changed every time I read the Zhuan Falun (http://www.falundafa.org/book/eng/zflus.html). I came to understand that pain is not something
bad. It’s just the karmic cycle and one has to let go of attachments to not
feel hurt.
A short tempered me, an
introvert me, a put-the-blame-on-someone-else me, today has changed. Core
values for me today are Truthfulness-Compassion-Tolerance. Today, when
something happens, when I feel not-so-good, then, it’s time for me to look
within and let go of some attachment that is the reason for this hurt of pain.
Let me give an example:
I used to feel very offended and embarrassed when someone bullied me or
insulted me or scolded me in front of others. I felt like taking revenge. When
I looked within, I saw the attachment to self-esteem, I saw ego, I saw an attachment
that said I-am-the-best, or I-know-it-all, or who-are-you-to show-me-the-right,
etc. I had to let go. And trust me, once the attachment is gone, it makes no
difference at all. The smile on my face even when someone is trying to put me
down actually surprises everyone these days.
It’s not that I ignore
the hurt or overlook the pain, it’s that it doesn’t exist. And once you let go
and look back, it will all seem silly. After
all, an eye for an eye will kill the whole world. One has to fundamentally
change one’s conventional thinking. Otherwise the truth of the universe will
forever remain a mystery and everyday people will forever crawl within the
boundaries delimited by their own ignorance. (http://www.falundafa.org/book/eng/lecture0.html)
I think I shud start reading ZHUAN FALUN now... :)
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